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this is experience captured in sound. please enjoy expository composition! every song is a whole different feel and flow, with the loveliest beats the bronze baptist could supply.

credits

released 23 May 2014
MAD LOVE &THANK YOU's TO: Dr. Preston, CameronHansen, PatrickSharabani, JacobDunn, RudyValentine, AnalyssaBrown, JacobLear, AaronDeleija, KevinLake, MFDoom, SpookyBlack, Mom, Dad, Bianca, possibility, band camp, JoshMenchaca, skateboarding, thrasher, anthonyanaya, alfredgarcia, allthedopemusicoutthere, & pizza.

Journal entry 5-20-14

Well when I was younger I wasn't about trouble, but also I knew the signs of bullying so I probably would have fought back. Now as I have grown my sight on the matter is still the same. I love by the golden rule (treat others how you want to be treated) , I know violence isn't always the answer but it's really all about the situation and how with it effect you.  
Example: I'm walking to my car and a man pulls out a small knife and demands for my wallet. Now I am have way in my car so what do I do. Slam the door and drive away if he steps in front of the car, ram him ! Just a little tap to get him/her out of the way.

Journal entry 5-19-14

I don't know what to expect out of my project really. Today was weird for me beacuse Dr. Preston opened with how ecstatic and euphoric his weekend was. He got to talk and collaborate with what is essentially his version of celebrities, inspirational figures, and heros. I could only image how awesome that must have been, and than it got me to thinking if my project had much to do with it. I know that their(dr. P/ collaborators) must have incredible and innovative ideas and plans that are ready to be born. But I just have music. I know I could some how relate music to astronomical physics, but would that be necessary. In all honestly I still love my project and this really just motivated me too think harder on my production and what it can really extend to.

Journal entry 5-14-14

Even though there are many saying we are losing personality and close encounters with others from being cutoff and logged in to the internet. I see that there are a lot of disconnections with technology use today but in a world that is adavancing quicker and quicker, I say that it isn't something to be scared of in the future cause the future is now.

Journal entry 5-12-14

Well yesterday my family went out for sushi and today I am going to head to a music store and hopefully find my mother something nice that she will like. My mother is amazing and I love her for all the things she has done for me.

Journal entry 5-8-14

I have to say that what gets me the most angry would be when something unfair or unjust occurs. I'm talking about the times where an incident happens and in that moment it just crushes you. It just kicks you when you're up or down and all you can muster up to think first is "just why did this have to happen." I really don't know why this gets me the most upset but if I could take a guess is say it is because the repetition of disappointments is what kills me the most.

Journal entry 5-7-14

Well if I could have a movie about my life, I would want Terry Cruz to play me but keep everyone else in the movie my actual friends and what not. It is a little hard to think of how this movie might be considering I'm only eighteen and do not have that many exciting things to talk about. My life is still in the early stages and one can even say that I haven't really lived yet.

(Jacob Lear)
1.  My senior project which is learning the culinary arts.
2. Cooking is my passion and I've always wanted to be a chef.
3. Well it is starting out slow but is is teaching me dedication, and being persistent.
4. It is going to give me great job experience and help mein the culinary arts.
5. Yes, how with all the chaos in the kitchen everyone is still on task and precise with their work.
6. I need a way to transfer the kitchen to the school and coming up with the money for some supplies to cook up a meal.
7. That leading isn't sitting in front of a textbook but going out and learning by your self and all your collaborators.

Journal entry 5-6-14

Well I feel like all of my teacher's are gonna remember me as a slacker, but also a student that has a good bit of potential. I really don't want to think about how others are gonna view me because I know who I am.

Journal entry 5-2-14

Next month I will begin

Journal entry 5-1-14

Okay I need to first say sorry for some vulgar language I use to talk about this subject, but it is EXTREMELY serious. My apologies !


Q: is 2014 the land of opportunity or a rigged game.


My view:  It is ALMOST comical to call 2014 a rigged game, MORE LIKE A DEATH TRAP !
The world today is set up for you to either be insanely rich or dirty poor. It's sad to say the the only thing that maybe all of us can have in common is the grip "money" has on all of our necks.
Money is EVERYHING in this world and if you don't have it or any way to show you are worth it, than you don't really matter in this world. I fucking hate our world because instead of people just acting like A REAL HUMAN BEINS TO ONE ANOTHER we stare in their dying eyes and say
"That'll be $15.60"

On an even worst note THE GOV. IS TRYING TO BRING BACK MARSHALL LAW! I'm sorry but WHAT THE F**K!  Watch it !
 (Now REMEMBER this is from the internet so it might not be all true, but the footage they show and the clips recorded from the news and other informational shows really say some very disturbing things that our government is doing under our nose